Work in progress.

A song I wrote a couple of years ago. The lyrics still mean a lot to me though, so I started working on its music, but since I can't play the guitar, I can only go as far as the melody, which kinda sucks. I could try to work something on the piano but it just doesn't fit what I imagined for that song, so... Until I can play the guitar, I guess this will remain a work in progress.

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WAKE ME UP

It’s dark as always

An eternal night

In my head

In my heart

But is the sun down

Or are my blinds shut

I really couldn’t tell

Cause the days are all the same

And the nights are like the days

Just a blurry mass of pain

Of emptiness

Unconsciousness

Wake me up 

Bring me back to 

The life I used to live 

Wake me up 

Show me the light 

As they say 

Wake me up 

Cause I don’t wanna die 

I’m not giving up 

Just wake me up 

I wish I could get up

And walk

Just like that

With a smile

But I’m fighting to breathe

Fighting to live

Fighting to move on

Only the days are all the same

And the nights are like the days

Just a blurry mass of pain

Of anxiousness

Of loneliness

Wake me up

Bring me back to 

The life I used to live

Wake me up

Show me the light

As they say

Wake me up

Cause I don’t wanna die

I’m not giving up

Just wake me up

And if I fight

If I’m kicking you away

And if I cry

If I tell you you cause me pain

Don’t listen

Cause it’s hard to breathe

Don’t listen

Cause it’s hard to live

But I need you

Wake me up

Bring me back to 

The life I used to live

Wake me up

Show me the light

As they say

Wake me up

Cause I don’t wanna die

I’m not giving up

Just wake me up

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Tattoos...

I guess there's just never enough of them.

But really, how wonderful it is that we can decorate our bodies as we like...

I'm in love with the idea of tattoos. Of expressing yourself through art.

Of engraving your body with meaningful words, or decorating it with beautiful motives.

Ultimately your body is yours, and you actually have the possibility to make it reflect who you are.

I wonder how many of them I'll end up with.

If I just listened to myself I would be full of them.

But let's not be too hasty - don't forget they are forever.

Like diamonds, somehow.

Sitting on a throne - oops, I meant one of the coaches' seats.

This year has been pretty incredible.

Just some cupcakes I made a few weeks ago.

Found on Tumblr, somewhere.

Soon to be inked on my skin somewhere.

Symbolizing singing, of course. Feminity, too. 

And the fact that no matter what you do to me, you will never be able to shut me up.

I may add a music note between the teeth, I'm not sure yet.

And I still need to decide where I'll do it.

Can't wait to have it on my skin.