Funny how easily I'm being accused. Funny how you don't even double check anything, no, of course not. Of course it's easier to just call me, yell at me for something I had no power on whatsoever and hang up before going to sleep. That's fine, use me as your punching bag, just like you always do. I should be used to it by now. You hate your life so much you need to take it out on someone, so of course you'd choose the one person you know will always stay no matter what, the one person who puts you above everyone else and who would never fight back. It's so much easier than trying to change your shit and do something about yourself. So yeah, call me. Tell me it's my fault and I need to fix it when it's someone else's mistake. Make me feel bad about it, make me feel bad about myself. Doubt me. Be mad at me. Hurt me. Go ahead. You know I'll just take it and wait for you to come back.
I always do.
